ABOUT THE CHAPTER SILHOUETTES (Kali in the round: 14
silhouettes), in Encountering Kali: In the Margins, at the Center, in the
West.
Rachell Fell McDermott and Jeffrey J. Kripal (Eds). pub. by Univ of California
Press.
My work incorporates my interaction with a broad range of media,
suitable to bringing out energies manifest in ideas that relate to what I call
“meshes of the continuum.” These meshes are a weaving of my mind, experienced
through being touched by truth — a flow of relationships and events stemming
from the evolving archaeology of my existence that began in India. I draw and
paint to realize fragments and wholes, through a layering process using
traditional as well as digital media. “Layering” is a metaphor to express
whatever I wish to contain in space: the memory of time, deity, culture, power,
and compassion, and my existence as a Christian amid myriad religiosities. These
elements are brought together spatially in what becomes for me a layered
mandala. I use color as discrete units of energy in an attempt to portray an
ineffable, archetypal numinosity. I assign meaning to evolve a new whole,
energized by my breath and charged with a vision from a sanctuary of “knowing.”
To arrive at a contemporary visualization of the Corpus Kali, I
began looking for a model whose life and art spoke of an intense sexual energy.
The Lolitaesque renditions of Kali as seen in Indian calendar art and popular
posters were simply not reasonable models of inspiration. I see her as a
dancer, always moving in relationship to a chronology of timelessness. In the
dancer and choreographer Martha Graham, I have found an appropriate conceptual
model for Kali. Her dances and technique come in part from a deeply sexual source. The image on the cover of the paperback
edition of this volume is a homage to the Kali in Graham. Kali luxuriates in a
very Graham-like expression of movement that thrusts the glory of her being out
at us. It sings its eroticism right down to the particular velvet dark-blue
that contains her energy in perfect equipoise. Kali's dark, luminous color and
the expression on her face at once make her accessible emotionally and yet
distance her from intimate communion. Visualizing the Goddess in this way stills the nervous system; one is becalmed under the fiery yet
benevolent stare of the Devi, the luxuriant Goddess, the Mother and exemplar of
intense feelings. Continuing to see her in the round, I have also created a
series of fourteen drawings that appear as silhouettes throughout the book.
These silhouettes help project the depth of Kali's force. She helps one belong,
particularly in the nascent dawn of late capitalism. There is much to see and
understand.